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Sunday, February 24, 2013

It was the time of nothing, three months of staying in bed not lifting a finger to help myself.
Not many people in my life have told me that I couldn't do things, most have told me that I could that I had it in me to achieve and they expected much from me.This did not help, it did not spur me on to achieve or to meet expectations because people want things from you when you give them things. I realized early on that if I met an expectation or worse yet exceeded it then that would simply inspire people to have more expectations and so on and on. Nothing satisfies them, and I guess the problem is that nothing satisfies me. The absence of things the infinite inertia of standing still, not standing, not floating, not.

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

What>?

That there is a meteor, a rock that is burning hot. That is why it is producing heat and light.
Nobody knows why this is. It is a mystery that may never be discovered. We can only look up and wonder. Why does energy travel between particles and change the structure changing mass.

Monday, February 11, 2013

At the cliff's Edge

What happened today was that my friend Alex called to ask if I could pick him up from the shop he had taken his car to. The car would not start, it turned out to be an old battery. He told me that he hadn't changed his battery in seven years. So it made sense.